My fairy has died. I don't know how to get her back. Maybe she will return one day. Need to get some rest. Maybe tomorrow i will feel beter. Or after i consume large amounts of chocolate. Nobody wants to talk to me today. So I'll talk to you instead. I feel crappy, quite simply. The pheasants are..quiet but distracting, disturbing...need to get some rest. Need to kill the silence, could put some music on...maybe revert back to sing-therapy. Need to get some rest. Wonder why i feel so strange, why i'm so easily upset, so easily amused, so easily distracted, so easily depressed, maybe all i really need is chocolate. Maybe that will solve everything. I don't know, i need to get some rest.
I feel like screaming but i don't know why. | happy&smileyness...again
