Lynsey's party tonight..should be fun :-) I still havnt entirely recovered from the xmas ball. (It's actually painful to walk down stairs..) Strangely, I'm gonna wear those same shoes this evening i think..which is clearly wise...
Although..it would be soo much more fun if ems the m&m and the jennyfish were coming...
A party isnt really a party without them.
So ems and jen..hope you have fun doing whatever you are doing this evening :-)
Clouds in my head, clouding my thoughts, clouding my ideas, my hopes, my fears, wondering why I bother, wondering why I am still here, wishing i was anywhere, anywhere but here..
Sometimes i can come up with rather random stuff...but it does make sense...you just gotta look a bit harder to find what i mean...
I want to find somewhere to hide.
But hiding isnt good. Not productive.
SO i wont.
sometimes I just want to sleep...and never wake up...
