My mum went into hospital this morning. She may need another major op. Just like last year. She always ends up in hospital in January. Feels like I'm in a time warp. Spent most of today in bed. I feel horrible. It's really hard not to cry.

Funny, if you read the New Year's resolutions in yesterday's entry, I've already had to try and start putting them into action.

My family is under a lot of stress at the moment, this really is too much.

I'm really ill, but I need to do some work.

I need a head replacement.

"A hospital is like a badly decorated hotel..." at 4:05 p.m.

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