I got AAB
I�m going to Warwick.
Yes, I am happy. Or �happy.� Which is more accurate perhaps.
Because the big things are never important these days. It�s the little things that make our break our moods, because these things are so much closer.
I wasn�t expecting it. It was possible, but unlikely. Best case scenario type thing. Ideal world, where everything goes better than planned. I didn�t believe it for a while, thinking, �No, I�m looking at the wrong thing��
But it was right, and I still didn�t have anything to say about it.
And somehow it seems final now. The ending of what seems like it should be more than a �chapter.� But that�s only because I have so much more living left to do.
And I want it, as much as I don�t want to let go. Just as much. It�s an awkward battle. Everything here defines who I am. And everyone I�ve known along the way has etched their mark on what I feel and what I believe.
This house is getting to small for all of our attitudes.
I knew it all along. This is me, after all.
everyone's caught on to everything you do | late night and you're driving me crazy
